Sunday, November 28, 2010

just before it is too late......

Recently, I had watched a few movies. It talks about loves and separation of the couples. Well, this can be very true as well in our daily lives. Most of the times, we had planned many thing for the coming moment in our lives. For example, I want to eat KFC tomorrow, I want to buy a car tomorrow, I want to play the game tomorrow, I wanna prepare some fresh milk for my beloved breakfast and the list continue. However, fate and destiny will determine whether each and every listed item can be realized or not. It is not us that is going to make it a reality.
One of my friends had recently involved in an accident. It had made me think of a lot of things. If he had passed away in that accident is there anything he will regret for? Does he spend enough time with his beloved one? Has he told the people around him what he thinks about them? Well, has he finished all the listed items he wants to do before he breathes out his last breath?
Men are species that learn through pain and self regret. It is very typical that someone do not really appreciate the things, people and the nature that surround him or her. It is up to the moment that he or she had felt the lost of it…the person involve will start to be in deep regret and great pain. The regret of not really spending enough time with the things that existed besides him or her all the time….to be in pain for the lost that he or she had experience. To be in pain of the blame that he or she had to face. This is typical way the lives on earth that everyone is gaining and experiencing.
No matter how much you said, I appreciate the things existed beside me, I had spent most of my times with my beloved one, I had do all the listed items I want to do in the future…by the moment you breathe out the last breath…you will feel unsatisfied and deep regret. Not just you but the thing that existed around you….
If my friend had passed away in that particular accident, I can felt the deep regret and pain in his heart. This is because there are too many things that he wants to tells the person beside him, there are still a lot of things that he wanna do. However, it is all too late. He had left. There is no point because there is no turning back. I an be for sure, I will be in pain as well because there are also things that I wanna do with him…there are times that I wanna spent with him, with my friends…but he already left the world and I cannot see him talking to me, listening to my or even just a simple look on me…there is no return….i had to move on….
Appreciate your beloved friends, lovers, family and persons that love you before everything is too late for the last speech to be voice out….it is never too late to say….i love you more that I can….spent the most time with him so that there is no regret when he or she left you….we are not God…we dun have the power to control life but we had the power to show our feeling and loves to each others…..

Thursday, November 18, 2010

Do I Miss Something?

As time pass by, life goes on, we gain maturity and at the same time we were travelling nearer towards the end of our journey. As we get nearer towards the end, there is one question that might always comes into my mind, “Did I miss something in my life?”
I had being always asking myself this questions. As we move through our life journey, we do not have enough hands to hold and grabs everything we had seen. We are not capable to do everything that we wanted to. There must be things that we had to left behind and continue our journey to the front. If we remain at the same point to finish something, we never see what is waiting for us in front.
Recently, I had come across a few events. All seems so interesting and important for me. However, I am not capable to have all of them together. Not all at once. However, I was too greedy. I still wanna have all of them too. Thus, I had done nothing but delaying. Stop myself at this point without any decision made, without any efforts to move forwards. I had stop there waiting for the correct timing and grab all those things I wanted before continuing my journey. It was a very childish thinking of me.
As time pass by, I was just like day dreaming. Sometimes, I really hope that time will promise a solution for all the choices available for me. This is because I do not know how to choose. I believe time can provide me an answer. However, this is not always a happy ending solution because there are times where things shall be solved by me myself. No one can help me as the nature of times does not provide me any answer, the nature of stress and forces also not promising any answer. All that had to be done is just a decision that I had to make for myself.
Haiz….human are so tiny. Although we can predict what is suppose to happen, I believe that as time pass by a solution will appear to solve all the problems, I strongly behave like a normal person but it is just an imaginations….when can I be awaken from this imagination? This answer for this question is simple – make decision and move on….what did I miss? To move on, we had to carry on something with us…we had to left something behind us…that is the way of life….